The greatest joy

Sometimes I regretted for sending the two siblings of mine to school because they weren’t fulfilling their promises. They should have helped me with the younger siblings of ours for their needs. The other one married and got a child without finishing his promise. It is really disappointing. My nursing sister got married, waited to finish all her documents in Texas. I asked her to just do blogging like I do for the maintime so she can earn yet she is not doing it all. I hold back my emotions but I don’t talk to them much anymore. I should just have invested my money on gold coin to raise my money. I thought I only wasted my money to my two siblings on sending to college and have them finished the degree they wanted. I really don’t care their help if only we don’t have other siblings that are waiting for help. It is about taking our turns. Oh well, I only hope for their nice life.

I am getting hungry now but I must wait for 3o minutes to hit 12 o’clock. I already munched some sliced of watermelon for breakfast and I think I will munch the same food. You know I am dieting. I need to avoid those meats, rice, bread and many more that contains high calories. Those are very tempting but I should know how to control myself. I tried holding back myself and so far I do a good job. I only eat meats when I go to my friend’s house and party. I know this is such a hard work but in the long run this will pay off. Dieting is also good for my health. My ideal goal weight is 100 lbs. I really hope I can reach that goal. Fingers crossed!

I am like a crazy person right now keep expressing numbers from 20-30 for my daughter to learn. She’s memorizing them but not really bearing the real numbers in her mind yet. She learned fully numbers from 1-20. Oh gosh, I am feeling drowsy now keep telling the numbers over and over. This time she wanted to play those cards while watching TV. It is okay, I gave her break as I had been teaching her plenty of new words plus writing numbers from 1-37 and coloring book. I don’t want her get tired and lose interest of learning. Upon teaching a child is to be patient otherwise you lose control and get crazy LOL! She is not that hard to teach though, sometimes she asks more which worries me if she gets all of them..

One of things I like to look at the car is the rear spoiler that a nice design and style. Someday when I know how to drive I will make sure I save enough to be able to get a nice car and get a nice rear spoiler replacement. For now, hubby and I share the same car which is SUV. So far ours is  looking great. I also love its rear spoiler as it was the latest model of chevrolet equinox on 2008 the time we bought it. For the next purchase I just want to have a nice small car so it is easy for me to drive. When something goes wrong to my car rear spoiler I already know where to purchase, at carid.com that carries a wide selection of it sculpted from top quality fiberglass or ABS plastic for maximum durability and fit everyone’s model and the place that offers the lowest possible price on the internet.

I am almost done with the laundry. Our bed here is naked and need to put a new sheets. I felt gross laying in a dirty sheets. It needed to change a fresh ones out from the dryer. I am also done cleaning the house. Boy! It is very tiring but everything I did pay off as it is clean wherever corner of my house. I have been cleaning since the time I got back home from dental appointment. Since there’s nothing to do much so I thought to clean the house. I hope this will last long lol! It is not easy to clean, pushing and pulling the vacuum is not fun at all. It hurts my back. Oh well, I have to deal with it, otherwise the house will get rotten and I can’t afford to hire a maid for the house. Hubby could as he uses to but I thought it is a waste of money. I should do it myself.Right now I am very tired and wanted to go to sleep but I still couldn’t drag myself since I have some work to do online before they expire. I need to earn even staying at home. It is such a great help!

As much as we could we would like to pay off debt because we are getting ready to move to the Philippines, although not as soon as possible. We are taking it slowly until my husband retires from his job. I know how much he wanted to retire and just rest all day at home or tour around the places. He is getting older as well and deserves to relax and enjoy life being with us his family. If only I have my own work outside the house would be better as I could help him with the finances. But for him it will not be enough to supplement if I put our child to the day care. He always said he will take care of us.

One of the things we are trying to cut or stop is using credit card as it will only add more debt. Since the time I used credit card of my own, I learned a lot that it is not wise to even apply for it because it will only give me credit card debt especially I don’t have my own job. It actually takes a lot of time to pay all those monthly bills not unless pay it at one time with the interest rate. I would never ever apply for such thing anymore.

I know there are some people that are drowned into debt and couldn’t even know to get out. The best thing to do is contact credit card debt consolidation specialist to help them through of what to do. So if you are out there are facing difficulty because of credit card debt it is time for you to check the site of payingpaul.com for your help!

I am getting sleepy right now. But boy I need to finish my work before I can climb back to bed. While sitting and typing here, I could feel it is getting hotter. I am not looking forward for summer time because that will be the hottest time of the year. It is still Spring Time but here it is the sun shines very strongly already. I think we are in the 80’s today. I am sweating and later on I will be eventually thirsty. Right now half of my mind is falling asleep LOL! I can’t wait to go to bed and have a good rest for the day.

My daughter on the other hand doesn’t like to take a nap but insisted to play ball throwing it up in the air. Her dad told her to stop it but when she gets the chance she still does it. Oh well I must be hurry to bring her to bed and sleep. I don’t want her bother her dad, otherwise this will get cranky and be mad at her.

How I wish I have gold bullion that I inherited from my parents but sadly they are just regular couple and work hard to make ends meet. My father worked hard for a living until he died at an early age of 59. He worked hard for all of us to be able to send to school and finish our study. He must be dismayed when he passed away that not all of us were settled down, although things got better in eight years passed. The time he’s gone we as siblings learned a lot about life. We need to stand up of our own, help each other as we can. Someday when all of my siblings get a nice job I would let them know about the very good investment which is to buy gold bullion for the sake of our children’s future. We don’t want our children suffer the same thing we have experienced when younger. They must feel secure whatever happens. Of course I am still praying for the longest time to live on earth.

While in the Mall we got into the ground floor and saw these japanese ladies dancing. They are elders did their japanese dance interpretation. Too bad my camera died on me, I tried to take a shot but to no avail. Nicole and I decided to just go home, call her daddy waiting us at the parking lot. Before heading out of the Mall I checked my friend’s store where she works at. I didn’t see her, I assumed she didn’t work today. I only saw some of the sales ladies there. So now we are home, hubby asked me awhile ago if I wanted to go out more for a drive but I just told him we better take a nap.

We just got back from the Mall. I did a little shopping for myself. I got two sexy blouses and earrings. I love what I got and will wear it for the next party. There will be gathering tomorrow but I am not sure if I would attend since my husband is not feeling good. I need to stay home. Boy! I already promised to my friend that I will attend since I wasn’t able to make it last time. I hope she will not feel disappointed at all if I will tell her later this afternoon. I will see!