I am kind of guilty right now for telling to my trusted friend what I have observed from other friend. I shouldn’t have shared that! I felt so bad, I am so mean! I felt this way right after when my husband told me I was gossiping. I know I couldn’t admit right away that it is because I would like to realize that I only share it to my one and only trusted friend of mine. My husband is such a great guy I would say for saying truthfully that what I was doing was gossiping. I honestly hate gossiping because it is not easy to be in the situation. However, my mind was fighting over to whom I could talk with because I also felt guilty with what I have observed to one of my friends. I just couldn’t tell straight. I know this is backstabbing type already which shouldn’t be. I want to defend myself that I am not backstabber because I didn’t share it to many. Yet even how many times I would say and defend myself that is still considerably gossiping. Next time whatever it is I see I must keep my mouth shut. My husband was right. I hope God will forgive me of what I did tonight.